What inspires me to wake up on a weekend to attend my review classes are the facts that my parents have been paying thousands for this, and that our lecturers are UST professors. :))
Such a privilege! :*
Bitterness
"In a world where everyone struggles to be loved by the one they love, how could one judge those who decide to stay in an unrequited love affair?"
Same place (a reblog)
heyy @freakydoe! :)
this one's for you ^_^
sana ma-inspire ka,
and somehow sana mapangiti kita.
life's too short, so move on. :)
fly! and be free like the birds.
i know it's not easy, so take each step one at a time.
"When we loved and failed, we have to grieve for a while and then learn to stop loving that person. Only when we are able to do that can we open our hearts anew and learn to love again without having to be burdened by the guilt and regrets of the past."
from your new found friend,
@krixmarie :)
SMILE!
Life Crisis
As I was going through my old files way back from high school and early years in college, I got hold of some print-outs and read this one.
The Quarter Life Crisis
by Unknown
It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are a lot of things about yourself that you didn't know and may or may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.
You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you do not realize is that they are realizing that too and are not really cold or catty or mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.
You look at your job. It is not even close to what you thought you would be doing or maybe you are looking for one and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and are scared.
You miss the comforts of college, of groups, of socializing with the same people on a constant basis. But then you realize that maybe they weren't so great after all.
You are beginning to understand yourself and what you want and do not want. Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging a bit more that usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in you life and add things to your list of what is acceptable and what is not. You are insecure and then secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.
You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you or you lay in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough to get to know better. You love someone but maybe love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you are not a bad person.
One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap and getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision.
You worry about loans and money and the future and making a life for yourself and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!
What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.
it got me! it got me so hard that after reading it i just sat still for a while, caught myself staring at nothing in particular.
maybe at some point, when you thought everything's right at its proper place, that is when you realize you're experiencing a quarter life crisis.
get well soon.
Uncertainties
"The worst feeling in the world is loving someone, and knowing how much that person loves you back, but for a million reasons you can never be together."
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Hello, 2012! I'm ready.
The year 2011 was quite a roller-coaster ride, not just for me but maybe for some as well. So let me express my warmest and sincerest gratitude to those that have made my year memorable and worth recalling for, ESPECIALLY to these people:
To my parents, whose constant love and support never fail me. There may be times that we don’t get along easy, but you guys remain top of my list as my inspiration. If not for the values and conducts you have imparted I wouldn’t have been the kind of person I am today. (this goes to the other members of my family and closest relatives as well)
To my dearest classmates, section 4F, thank you for entrusting me to be this year’s class president. And because of that, I have learned more the gift of responsibility. I hope in my own little ways I have given justice to that. There may be ups and downs for us, but what’s important is that we remained united as brothers and sisters in school.
To my clinical instructors, teachers, and mentors, thank you, not only for the lessons with the academe but also for the lifetime lessons you have taught. I will be brining this along throughout my life. Also, thank you for making me realize some skills and talents which I never thought I had. Hehehe. Lastly, thank you for molding me more to become better, the best.
To my bestfriends Nadine, Clyde, and Enzo, you have no idea how greatful I am for having you guys in my life. You may be different individuals but I consider you as my better-halves. Our moments together are truly momentous!
To those who have hurt me and put me into misery, I THANK YOU for the experiences that have indeed changed my life. I never regret that it had to happen in my life because, through that I know will become stronger as a person.
For those people whom I failed to mention, THANK YOU for being part of my 2011 and my life! I love you all. And most importantly, to our Almighty God the Father who have been the source of my life and strength. May this year, 2012, be prosperous not only for me but for everyone. Happy New Year!
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Hello, 2012! I’m ready.
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